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阿堂的地球工作

阿堂的地球工作
作者阿角 时间2024-08-15

30年前,阿堂从高考的独木桥上掉下去

落在老家硬实的田地里。后来他调侃

也算是平稳落地,没疼痛,只是麻木

躬耕之余,他就说自己干的

是修理地球的工作,只是:损有余而补不足

多年后,我才知道,这是老子所言的天之道

这让我对他另眼相看:毕竟是个读过书的人

20年前,他扔下锄头,撂下妻儿

跑到省城,进了一个疏通管道的施工队

让他始料不及的,是城里的暗处太过肮脏

他说他成了地老鼠,在不见天日的暗道里

清污除垢,干着疗理地球的工作

8年前,他辗转到了上海,在一停车场当保安

防火防匪防盗之余,防暴雨防台风

他说没想到自己干起了保护地球的工作

昨天夜里,在微信朋友圈,我看到

他发了一张自拍照:身着制服,站在车库门口

藏蓝色大盖帽,盖住了他地球般浑圆的大半个脑袋

电话里,阿堂絮叨个没完

他说他一个人喝闷酒

他说他干的每一项地球工作都令人沮丧

田地抛荒了,如报废的拖拉机,上再好的机油

也不能让一堆破铜烂铁转动起来了

城里的下水道,网状密布,通向四面八方

污臭不堪,行走在路上的人看不见而已

他说,他疏通了十几年,越通越堵,越通越长

没个尽头,这有啥好干头的呢

他说保安这碗饭也不好吃。保护地球

应是联合国干的事。他说他连自己都保护不了

大白天的,一醉酒的手持铁棒,闯进停车库

脑门上那条疤,就是那酒鬼随手赠送的纪念品

他说他已是年过半百的人了

儿子成不了事,二十好几了还没对象,四处晃荡

跟着他跑到城里,在车站码头地铁口

兜售城市交通地图。常有人向他问路

以为他知道这个城市每一条大街小巷的方位和走向

最后,阿堂大着嗓子喊——

他知道个屁呀,依我看,他就是个路盲

他连自己脚下的路怎么走都不知道

阿堂说,他是不是得了暗疾了

夜里睡不着,白天浑身没劲

全身往下滑,最后,是不是要瘫成一堆烂泥呢

因此,回老家的念头常在他心里盘桓

他问我:回,还是不回

我能说什么呢,谁能替他做出这个择决呢

好在阿堂是个明白人,他说地球是够大的了

五大洋四大洲的,可一回去,地球就小了

就是一块土疙瘩了,就没啥地球工作可干了

我问他春节回不回去。他说,要回的

要给塌了半边的老屋支些柱子,还能撑几年

如果全塌了,没了心里那块立锥之地

有没有地球,或者说,地球再大,加上月球

还不是一个球样鸟样。他重复着说,要回的

要到西岗上,给父母的坟头培些新土,上柱香

长久的沉默之后,我们互相祝贺:新年快乐

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